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[27 Aug 2006|01:54pm] |
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If you respond to this:
1) I shall respond with something random I like about you.
2) I shall tell you what song, movie or book reminds me of you.
3) I shall name something we should do together.
4) I shall say something that only makes sense to you and me (or at least me).
5) I shall tell you my first or clearest memory of you.
6) I shall leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7) I shall ask you something that I have always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must in turn post this on your journal so you can do the same for others.
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| Pit |
[15 Aug 2006|01:47am] |
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Envy of The Coast - Paperback |
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Dear DIE-ary,
It doesnt matter how good you tell yourself you are or how well you mask everything from people. When it comes straight down to the truth, it takes a serious shock to the system to admit, yes, im an addict....and yes, i want out. Its been almost a complete week of being sober, and so far the only enemy i have to face is my own brain. Im slowly learning to control my brain when it goes into overdrive, but i dont always get through without some sort of mini panic attack. Everything is looking up though, i have the support of my family and the people around me so im happy knowing that im loved. The only problem im really facing with all of this is weither or not to hang on. To believe in something that feels so pure to me or to just forget all of it in due time. People have said that i was crazy before, and that nothing would ever work out, but none of it mattered compared to how she made me feel. Through all odds we survived....and its only 7 more days until she is down here for a year, and i am nothing in her life. Im a friend, at best but for some strange reason i feel like i wont see her at all compared to the small amount of time we would see each other back in the day.I know i have seriously changed in the past several months, but it is all those changes im going to erase from my body and just keep as a memory. I talk alot about second chances and whatever depressing emo bullshit you can think of, but could this seriously be it? Im being given a chance to figure out the big picture and i havent focused hard enough yet. I dunno if any of this makes sense to whoever is reading, i needed to write out how im feeling right now, and i figured why not broadcast it for the entire world. W.
Dobry
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| Somehow Here Is Gone |
[22 Jun 2006|01:55pm] |
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Bright Eyes - At The Bottom Of Everything |
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Dear DIE-ary,
In the end, somehow i always knew it would end up like this. This is not to say that i am mr. gloom and doom all the time, its just somehow i always knew i'd end up alone. It's hard to believe that im actually ok with this though. Ive been keeping busy with my new novella idea so atleast i can say im being productive. Not to mention ive been working on getting things ready with jay to go into the studio. I dont know why im not as sad as i really should be. You would think that after all ive been through, all the fights and conversations id be ontop of a building right now about to jump, yet here i am. I really dont know much else to say, this really isnt something im all to proud of talking about for the moment, so yea.
Dobry
I think, therefore, I am
I am, however, without a thought
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| Some Things Should Stay Buried |
[06 Jun 2006|03:08am] |
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Tears For Fears - Head Over Heels |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Today has been full of ups and downs. I finally got my closet cleaned out today, i found an old dc shoe box and opened it. Inside where too many memories.....some good, but mostly bad. The best part about it all is that i realized that my life has come full circle. People still use the same god damn words to describe me as they did almost a decade ago. It truely made me sick to my stomach....needless to say i had a helping hand in all this to make me feel better. Ive decided however that everything in that box must be burned, this weekend i am having a good ole fashion bon fire to celebrate the death of all those memories. It hurts too much to read those notes and look at those pictures to care anymore about what went on when i was in high school. Thanks to the effects of substance i cant remember certain things from my childhood, or last week for that matter. But for some reason reading those notes ruined me with all those memories and more. I will say this though, no matter how much alcohole i drink or pot i smoke ill never fully escape my past....thats why ive decided to get the phrase "All And All Is All We Are" as my first tattoo in a matter of a week. To be honest, im really not that big of a nirvana fan to begin with, but theres something about that line that speaks too much truth. Whatever.....its too late to be deep and shit.
Dann
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[30 May 2006|01:21am] |
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Kill Hannah - Lips Like Morphine |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Today was somewhat fun. Me and matt went out to wawa in honor of memorial day. I moved more stuff out of my room in order to make things alil easier when we paint tomorrow. Theres really not much else to talk about, me, matt and punk amy are going to crabtown tomorrow for our weekly trip. Ok im gone.
Dobry
Ps - I almost forgot, Festival was great yesterday....Coheed, HIM, a.f.i., the fixx, nikki barr, agents of the sun, dashboard, joan jett, and kill hannah......it ruled
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[27 May 2006|01:11am] |
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Murder By Death - Boy Decides |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Nothing really happened today. I went and saw x-men 3 and booed at the end. I wrote more to my script and decided that i need matt and brad's help otherwise its not gonna be funny at all. I picked up Murder By Death's new cd and god damnit if it isnt an awesome thing of glory. Other then that its been a pretty common friday. Tomorrow should prove to be fun, i have to paint at 7 in the morning, go to band practice, and finally end the night with a few drink with the family at the 40/16 party. Then sunday is festival......honestly the counting crows are the only selling point for me.....and thats sad. Well i have nothing much left to say, so im gone.
Dann
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| Me Not Understand Anything!!!!! |
[25 May 2006|02:25pm] |
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Gnarls Barkley - St. Elsewhere |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Last night i rode the giant peach and lived to tell about it.....jesus i hate the morning after
Dann
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| God I Need A Life |
[22 May 2006|03:09am] |
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Casino - Thank God You Found Me |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Lately i find its more fun watching video tapes of people having sex than it is to actually have sex.........seriously, what the hell is wrong with me???
Dobry
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| Move Along Like I Know You Do |
[15 May 2006|05:06pm] |
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Mitchell playing in my room |
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Dear DIE-ary,
I find it kinda funny right now that i have absolutely nothing to write. I always have something to say on almost any subject, but right now, i am at a loss. I dont know what the rest of the day will bring.....i think i just wanna be alone for the most part. All i know is im not happy with anything anymore. I need to move before the weight of my ignorance, the weight of my ego, the weight of my burdens keeps me from doing anything at all. Im sorry, this doesnt make much sense.....but then again what really does.
Dobry
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| What The Hell Happened |
[21 Apr 2006|03:34pm] |
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Action Action - This Year's Fashion |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Well for the most part yesterday was a great day. I hung out with matt, brad and bob. We watched a mess load of movies and what not. I fell asleep before we could finish Phantom of the Paridise. I dont remember much else sept for it being extremly hot in brads room and the the sunlight hurts. Im trying as i type this to re-create my myspace page but for some reason my pix wont upload....what a world
Dobry
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| You Live For The Lil Things |
[20 Apr 2006|03:05pm] |
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Ratatat - Spanish Armada |
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Dear DIE-ary,
By the time you all read this......my brain will have turned to dust
Dobry
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| 22 Years And Im Not Dead! |
[15 Apr 2006|04:42pm] |
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Saves The Day - Run To The Hills |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Last night was definately the best birthday i ever had. We spent most the night down at NightShift and we eventually made our way to JD's. If i wasnt so tired we would have went to the flea market at 7 this morning....but im too dead to do anything. Damn, i thought this entry would be more profound and longer, but no.
D
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| Back To Basic |
[09 Apr 2006|10:43am] |
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Portishead - All Mine |
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Dear DIE-ary,
All i remember from last night was drinking more then half my bottle of jack, having a small jewish girl on my lap, brad yelling at my dad on the phone, me yelling at some girl that gave me a stupid look, me and kevin smoking in the hallway, and better have of everyone who knows me yelling emo fag at me.......how ive missed these days man, it was a blast for sure.
D
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[02 Apr 2006|07:03pm] |
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Saves The Day - Jodie |
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Dear DIE-ary,
You know, in the end the only person you have to look out for......is yourself
D
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| And On A Final Note |
[24 Mar 2006|01:41am] |
I just read through alot of my old entries.......wow......
Dobry
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| Life On Standby |
[24 Mar 2006|01:01am] |
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Chiodos - All Nuidas Beware |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Its been forever since i last looked at this thing. Im amazed that the people who i have on my friends list still post on here. Life has had its ups and downs since last i posted. Ive been in and out of work, Ive been doing alot more writing, i just got a new guitar, and my life for some odd reason still doesnt make sense. I dunno much else to post, i think imma keep up with this thing some more.....i mean since myspace wont work on this computer at all so i gotta check up on something.......HA!!!
Dobry
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| "Seven Years I've Know This Kid!!!" |
[11 Nov 2005|09:21am] |
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Say Anything - Red Cat, Yellow Cat |
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Dear DIE-ary,
Last night i learned just how powerful taking shrooms and watching a Jim Henson movie can be.......life is pretty fucking sweet like that
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| Stole From Twin |
[11 Oct 2005|07:16pm] |
If you read this,
even if we do not speak often,
comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal.
See what other people remember about you...
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| The Lines I Wear Around My Wrist |
[05 Oct 2005|06:02pm] |
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Branston - Like Portraits On Walls |
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Dear DIE-ary,
For some reason i feel like i wanna get into some heavy drug usage....just a though
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| The Shadows That We Cast |
[25 Sep 2005|09:57pm] |
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Boys Night Out - Waking |
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Dear DIE-ary,
I havent looked at this damn thing since i last poseted in april....things have changed so much.
My parents dont feel like parents anymore
My sister is gone
My friends think im a liar
My hair is longer, more ugly
My eyes are permanently bloodshot
I work a full-time job that i hate
I go to school to major in a subject i hate
I have a girlfriend who thinks she is nothing to everyone
I make money only to never spend it
I havent slept a real sleep in months
I no longer dream
....Maybe some things havent changed, i dont know, i dont keep track of time anymore, its more like periods of consiousness and unconsiousness. Oh well
D
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